Personal Stories
A Life Transformed: From Neo-Nazi to Jewish Believer After a Powerful Dream
Lutz dreamed of a mysterious word—KABALA—and upon waking, his search led him on a journey of self-discovery, ultimately changing his life forever.
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Lutz Langer was born in Berlin in 1983 into a non-Jewish family. Growing up, he was very involved in sports, and through his coach, he became involved with neo-Nazi circles. The group gave him a sense of power, belonging, and rebellion, which quickly turned into a leadership role. He proudly wore the group's symbols, sang their music, and felt strength in the fear he instilled in others. Unfortunately, his hatred toward Jews grew, even though he had never met a single one.
Later, Lutz entered the world of New Age spirituality, dabbling in meditation, Eastern religions, and similar practices. But despite exploring these things, he still felt a deep emptiness inside.
Then, one night, everything changed. Lutz had a dream where he was floating into a cave with the word KABALA written on the wall. When he woke up, he couldn’t help but look it up. To his surprise, he found out that Kabbalah was a form of Jewish mysticism. This discovery sparked something inside him—curiosity and wonder. After thinking about it for two months, he decided to attend a Kabbalah class taught by a Jewish rabbi, something that completely went against everything he had once believed.
As he sat in the class, Lutz began to see himself in a new light. The teachings revealed to him the anger, violence, and hatred that had once shaped his life. Slowly, but surely, he began to change. His heart softened, and his mindset shifted. Ultimately, this path led him to convert to Judaism, and he took on a new name—Yonatan Langer.
Now, Yonatan lives in Israel, embracing Judaism fully. Although he still sometimes feels the pull of his old identity as Lutz, he finds strength in the practices of his new faith. “For me,” he says, “Judaism isn’t just about following rules. It’s about becoming a better person, about improving myself and my relationship with the world. Every time I put on tefillin, it helps me control my anger. Keeping kosher feels like protecting my soul. And observing Shabbat brings peace and clarity, teaching me where to push forward and where to let go. It’s about finding meaning in everyday actions.”
Yonatan’s story, as shared by Moshe Ratt, is a beautiful reminder that change is always possible, no matter where we start. It shows us the power of faith and the incredible journey of transformation.